3 pounds were lost off of this almost fluffy body, I ate what I wanted, I drank what I wanted and I sat down. I didnt even try, it just came off now before you get all "damnit i hate you" on me, ive been sick since sunday, its now saturday and am still having a bit of tummy troubles, not tummy virus troubles either, i dont know WHATS going on.. but at the moment I dont care, the scale says im lighter, so lighter I shall be, and not ask questions.


I finally got to get out of the house, ive been stuck in here, snowed in, then iced in, then sick stuck in, for 3 weeks. thats right people... THREE WEEKS!!! once with the baby we took a trip to babies r us, so i could snag a few things for her and my nephew, because he is very spoiled and i can not help myself. The second time i snuck out of here, was for dinner with a friend, I havent been out with a friend in nearly 4 months so it was WONDERFUL! i didnt care how long the wait was for a table, i didnt care that there was traffic, I WAS ALONE! IN THE CAR! MUSIC BLASTING SINGING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS! and didnt run the risk of wakeing the baby. it was BEAUTIFUL. I of course asked my husband how the baby was, he inturn told me to stop worrying... easy for him that kids with me 24/7 so of course im going to wonder, and im going to ask, and your going to tell me because ill shank ANYONE if something happens to her, i work hard at not killing this child (and i mean this in, shes clean, fed, ive NEVER dropped her, i have hit her head, i may or may not have accidentaly chocked her while trying to button a shirt that buttoned in the back..)(dont give me that.... you know youve done it!!) so when i am not with her, i better not come home to a hair misplaced on her head, or im gonna go all mama bear on you.

Kip ( I have told my husbands name??? well its Kip.. just kip) and I talked about together, how dieting for me, is pointless, becuase eventually i have to get off the diet, and then what? I am not going to push to many things on myself at one time, with the baby its not easy, I take time out of the day, every day for myself, but sometimes thats only 5 minutes, sometimes its more. so working out, isnt always an option for me, but i do housework, im up and down with the baby, so when i get the chance i do it, but if i didnt have a moment, im not allowed to beat myself up over it. eating... Im going foodshopping this week, we had to use up the food already here, and ive made the best choices i could, with whats available at the house, and ive done fairly well. So sunday is foodshopping, and the new foods will be worked in, kip is willing to eat what i eat (for the most part) but he is a very picky eater, so it wont always be easy. we shall see.

 
I was once a vegitarian, then a pescetarian (a person who only eats seafood, and no other animal), which agreed with me a lot more. As of today I am going to be working back toward pescetarian, and hopefully with time back down to vegitarian, I had been thinking about this for a bit now, and even mentioned it to my husband a friend of mine. But Oprah today, did me in. Talking about being a vegan, and showing a slaughter house, the slaughter house.. killed me. I used to torement myself with PITA videos, every day for months, ask my husband, i drove him nuts, id be in tears, forcing him to watch the most horrific things... we still to this day, boycott KFC, and tyson, we stand firm on this, and its OUR choice. Being a vegitarian, with PCOS is ideal. There isnt much guess work, its more of a moral choice, vs. a diet one, which inturn, turns into a lifestyle change and when it comes down to it, isnt that what all of this is about? I hate the word diet, I call them "goin on a skinny" and i guess that is what I am still doing, but eventually you get off of a diet, and then what?

The worst part of all this "diet" crap, is I used to be a weight loss councoler for LA weightloss before they sold... sigh.

So i am cutting out red meat, and white bread, and will work from there...

Im not looking for weightloss, im looking for health.