So the last week or so, ive been feeling rather funny, very tired, more so than usual, uber moody, more so than usual, constantly hungry, and having to pee almost every hour... did your brain go where mine went? ok good. well i am not, i seriously should have thrown a party. I made my best friend Harlee, go get me a test, and coffee creamer, because dont you always buy your pregnancy tests with coffee creamer? anywho, so she goes buys it, i take it, and come down stairs, happily. But this constant hunger, and peeing thing? what the hell...when i say hungry, i dont mean just kind of hungry, i mean STARVING! homeless people are less hungry than i have felt the last week or so, so ive been eating us out of house and home, and wasteing gallons of water with how often i am peeing.
Today we got lunch from muscle makers, which i love, and have been eating from since about 2004, love it, its good for you, you have options, and did i say i love it? I INHAILED it, like i havent eaten in 3 days, and low and behold, hungry an hour later. I had a chicken breast sandwhich, on whole weat bun, with reduced fat mozzerella, roasted red peppers, and balsamic vinegar, and brown rice. umm.. YUM! but was still very hungry an hour later.
I am starting to wonder, like really wonder if its the diabetic/pcos part of me, screwing with me, telling me it wont allow me to get skinny. There is only so many rice cakes, and fruit and veggies a girl can snack on before she runs for the chips-ahoy..something is going to have to give. i wont allow my body to dictate how much i eat. being hungry is one thing, but being starved is another...maybe its a tape worm.. a tape worm i can totally hang with, (totally gross.. but totally skinny....) some meds and we will be good to go. But i remember when my cat had worms, and that was totally gross, and she ate everything she could get her tiny paws on, and she got bloated...it wasnt until she was throwing them up before we noticed she was sick, we just thought she was a pig... which she totally is.
Today we got lunch from muscle makers, which i love, and have been eating from since about 2004, love it, its good for you, you have options, and did i say i love it? I INHAILED it, like i havent eaten in 3 days, and low and behold, hungry an hour later. I had a chicken breast sandwhich, on whole weat bun, with reduced fat mozzerella, roasted red peppers, and balsamic vinegar, and brown rice. umm.. YUM! but was still very hungry an hour later.
I am starting to wonder, like really wonder if its the diabetic/pcos part of me, screwing with me, telling me it wont allow me to get skinny. There is only so many rice cakes, and fruit and veggies a girl can snack on before she runs for the chips-ahoy..something is going to have to give. i wont allow my body to dictate how much i eat. being hungry is one thing, but being starved is another...maybe its a tape worm.. a tape worm i can totally hang with, (totally gross.. but totally skinny....) some meds and we will be good to go. But i remember when my cat had worms, and that was totally gross, and she ate everything she could get her tiny paws on, and she got bloated...it wasnt until she was throwing them up before we noticed she was sick, we just thought she was a pig... which she totally is.
the cat i may or may not almost killed.