if you live under a rock, and havent heard.. Bin Laden is dead (or...atleast so they tell us)( im always weary of things.. i need proof..moving on...) I almost cried watching the news, my hands were slightly shakey, I just kept thinking about everyone who has been lost because of this man, and his "army" and not just at their hands, well.. yes at their hands... so many men and women have taken their own lives, on our soil due to this war, PLUS his victims, and our military and all the others fighting this same fight.
Im proud, for all of them, im proud that 10 years ago, I was sitting in class in high school (omg 10 years ago.. i just threw up in my mouth a little) and from the window of the room i was in, we could SEE the first tower smoking, we saw the expolsion of the 2nd tower being hit, and we could see it on the news, we knew people there! our small 1 mile town, had someone there that day, and he was murdered, and he was an amazingly wonderful person. Im proud that EVEN 10 years later, we got him, (i personally would have liked to see him be slowly tortured... but i dont get everything i want) that he wont be able to celebrate a decade of our misery... this isnt over, and im sure for the most part, its just begun... but damn it feels good for him to have a bullet in his head... and it feels strange to rejoice in someones death, im not a vicious person (ok ok, i can be.. BUT i take death seriously) but shit he deserved it!!!!!
atleast for today, i feel better about bringing PB in to this world, and bringing 2.0 into the world in october...today i feel hopeful, today i feel like anything really is possible in this world, because THIS world.. the one today is very different than the one from yesterday, and in my head, today the world is perfect, and my children deserve perfect even if its just for today.
Im proud, for all of them, im proud that 10 years ago, I was sitting in class in high school (omg 10 years ago.. i just threw up in my mouth a little) and from the window of the room i was in, we could SEE the first tower smoking, we saw the expolsion of the 2nd tower being hit, and we could see it on the news, we knew people there! our small 1 mile town, had someone there that day, and he was murdered, and he was an amazingly wonderful person. Im proud that EVEN 10 years later, we got him, (i personally would have liked to see him be slowly tortured... but i dont get everything i want) that he wont be able to celebrate a decade of our misery... this isnt over, and im sure for the most part, its just begun... but damn it feels good for him to have a bullet in his head... and it feels strange to rejoice in someones death, im not a vicious person (ok ok, i can be.. BUT i take death seriously) but shit he deserved it!!!!!
atleast for today, i feel better about bringing PB in to this world, and bringing 2.0 into the world in october...today i feel hopeful, today i feel like anything really is possible in this world, because THIS world.. the one today is very different than the one from yesterday, and in my head, today the world is perfect, and my children deserve perfect even if its just for today.