PB has been army crawlin it up in this piece! you can blink, and that porky butt is accross the room, latched on to something! Usually its her crib legs, and she is trying to eat them but i mean whatevs! she's a movin baby! As of right now, we dont play on the floor down stairs, cause really ya'll i have 5 pets, and im TIRED and do not have the energy to vaccum every day (which i would have to with the zoo i got goin on over here) so we play in her room for now, its a no cat zone, dog only.

We also have a tooth, one small jagged tryin to rip my finger off, tooth! i love this tooth, i almost lost my mind when her Aunt Harlee felt it! the kid never was upset, or cranky, but im sure it was a fluke, and the next one she will go all physco baby on me, and try to chew a hole threw my arm... cant wait!.

Saturday, I got to venture out amongst the rest of the world sans baby! my sista had a lia sophia partaaay, bein one of the po'folk, i went for the food, a great friend of mine and her daughter came with.. there was of course skinny chicks in LARGE amounts, and i wanted to punch myself in the face, and some stupidity on some peoples parts that any other day, in any other place i would have called them on their bull, but it was neither the time nor place but damnit if i didnt wanna smack um for being stupid. past those 2 folks it was good times my nephew was of course insanely cute, PB was wonderful for her grandparents and i didnt have to change a single diaper from noon-8pm... hello faaaaaaaaaaaaaaabulous!

I can be queen of this, blame it on my ADHD, blame it on I am a new mom, blame it on... the rain ;) PCOS plays a huge part in my weight, getting a late diagnosis plays a bigger part, but lately? its just laziness. I know what I am supposed to do to get this chub off of me, I am aware that I need to cut back on the yummy goodness that is carbs, I know I need to increase my veggie and fruit intake, and eat lean meats, that arent breaded and cooked in yummy fat. I know I cant eat an entire pacakge of double stuff oreos... will power left me at birth.

So I have this thing.. i sometimes call the parasite, at times the tyrant.. but usually its peanut butter, PB for short (what? shes mushy and sticky like peanut butter), this is my baby she is 4 months old, and cute as pie and no she isnt asian, not even a little. I need to be healthy for her, or atleast as healthy as i can be. i owe it to her cute lil butt! even if she tried to kill me. (and she sooooo did). But how?  Ive been lazy with my health for 27 years, thats where this happy spot of the internet that i am now calling home, comes in... this will be my "get your ass movin" kick in the hiney i need.

As of today I am 182lbs (hangs head) I am 5'2" (i dont look my weight.. i SWEAR i dont... only plus side... aside from my ass)... goal? by summer.. be 20 lbs lighter, but next january, be 40 pounds lighter... sounds easy enough right? well not when you have PCOS and are a diabetic, and have a 4month old who keeps you from doing things like prepareing food, that isnt pizza rolls...But I will do it, I will have slip ups, it wont be easy.. but damnit...I WILL BE SKINNY!

So look out world.. this chicks goin on a skinny!